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Name: Kris
Gender: Female
Interests: Running, rollerblading, snowboarding, skiing, ice skating, sports, books, writing, movies, eating sushi, chocolate, and more chocolate, yoga, spending time with friends over coffee.
Expertise: none....
Industry: Legal
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Member Since:
8/21/2004
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| I haven't written in what seems in eons. And yet much has transpired in this past four and a half months since I moved back to Vancouver.
I am working in an area of the law I enjoy. Involved in a ministry dear to my heart. The grace of God, and His sovereignty blows my mind, and yet my heart aches.
For all that I left behind - a community of treasured friends in Edmonton, a life, built over years. A friend once told me that you don't know what you have until it's gone. It's been awhile since I allowed myself to remember. Remember how I miss the snowy winters, running with my fantastic, slightly kooky friend, my little apartment, people who have left footprints on my hearts, and a million and one little things words don't do justice to.
And yes, part of that ache does have to do with desiring a lifelong companion, a partner, someone to serve with, to sacrifice for, and to love. I have watched friends in ministry, significantly younger than I, fall in love, and even as I rejoice with them, it is mingled with sorrow - and I ask why not me? I shared with a dear friend, a mentor of sorts, of this longing, and though she is not in the same season of life, her words, her acknowledgment of my pain, and her wisdom, were balm on my soul.
I know God is sovereign, and He is faithful, and so I hold onto his promises.
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An autumn chill was in the air as a friend and I strolled along the streets of Kerrisdale.
I was reminded of different seasons in our lives and of changes thrust upon us and of changes we choose to make. Time slips through my fingers like rivulets of water and try as I might, I cannot stop it.
Where will I be in a year from now, five years from now? I remember asking that question five years ago, and suffice it to say, I could not have imagined then the road which lay ahead - one filled with both joy and sorrow, gratitude and humility and everything in between. I suspect the year ahead will be filled with much the same.
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I hiked the Lions in West Vancouverthis past Saturday. It was an absolutely glorious day, a postcard perfect day. Armed with liters of Gatorade, water, sunscreen and a backpacks full of food, we set out.
About 10 of us, of varying abilities, and for the most part, complete strangers. We soon broke off into groups, as it was apparent the boys were possessed of remarkable athletic ability (ie: 30 - 45 minutes ahead of us on a largely an uphill trail). My competitive side wanted to keep up with the boys, but clearly that was not going to happen.
I ended up hiking up most of the way up with a woman named U. Despite the climb, we were able to converse, and in those hours she shared with me, her story, of adventures from her pst, how she met her husband and of their two children adopted from China. And somehow, hiking together, suffering together:P is a strangely bonding experience, and we feel freer to share certain aspects of our lives with each other.
Crawling up the rocks, manoeuvring from boulder to boulder, and taking care not to slip on loose rocks. I remember thinking distinctly at one point, as we were crawling up rocks, above the treeline, exposed, that I were in the safety of my own home - basically anywhere save where I was.
We were rewarded with a stunning view for our efforts (and for those brave enough to climb the ear of the Lions; ie: not me) a 360 degree view of mountain ranges awaited. More than worth it, but three days later, still a wee bit sore:D.
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As I strive to reorder my life, with covenant groups and bible studies, and serving in Young Life, hounding recruiters, scouring job ads, and making use of contacts, I am learning to hunger for the Father, for his Word. I find myself drawn to those who are truly hungry for the living God. I have experienced Him, tasted God's goodness, and His faithfulness has been extraordinary.
The past four years, living and working in Alberta, have been a journey in every sense of the word. I left behind dear friends, community, church, my own apartment, and my beloved River Valley, and even those frigid winters, outdoor ice skating and cross country skiing.
To say that much has changed, is an understatement. I moved back to my hometown, of my own volition, and without a job offer in place. Summer has evaporated, and in its place, autumn. But amidst the uncertainty, God is unchanging. And strangely enough, or perhaps not, this brings me great comfort.
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I spent this past long weekend at Rockridge Canyon in Princeton, participating in a Young Life leader/staff retreat. 3 and half days of intense bible studies, seminars, sports, and stingpong!
The retreat came at a particular significant point in my life, as the summer winds down, and as I have been making calls to recruiters and applying for jobs. Our main session was on the book of Jonah. Over the course of three and a half days, we learned how Jonah ran from the call of God on his life, and ended up straight in the belly of a whale. Of Jonah's repentance, of God's justice and mercy, and how Jonah's story is the story not only of Israel, but of us today.
The story of Jonah gave me pause to reflect on God's call on my life, of what I've been blessed and gifted with, and about times I've run away from God, whether out of fear or my unwillingness to serve where He has placed me. We are not all called to serve in ministry per se, but we are all called to be part of God's plan, of sharing the gospel, and supporting those who are in ministry, whether it be financially or through prayer.
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You Are a Prophet Soul |
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.
You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
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